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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

@#iM LosT#$

recently ak rasa sgt malas nak g claz
mayb pasal nak dekat final
yuran kolej pun br sikit jer ak bayar
sometimes i feel its does't make sense going to college..

im happy with my life
with no more chaos among family n friend..
for a moment la kan
future x tau

tp my point is...
my college life
is not like other person
maybe i feel tired becoz commute everyday
mcm la org lain x buat mcm ak
cuma ak rasa muak sgt
plus ak kena ikut time org
even ak ada jadual waktu sendiri

n plus
i am so frustrated with my mom recently
for me as a youngest and the only daughter rasa x unfair
atas layanan yg ak dapat

for the 1st time
ak kena beli baju raya sendiri plus x dpt duit raya from parent
ak sendiri bg duit raya kat diri sendiri
bukan la nak ungkit
but the reason???
"ko kan dapat banyak loan mara"
banyak la sgt
semua bagi kat mama sbb bayar HUTANG!

and plus more tolong mama byr dpayment kreta
x la banyak sgt
tp ak ilang hak kat kreta tu
semua sbb mama bg benefit kat AJIB!
wtf la

tu mangkuk jahanam!
skrg ni baik la ngan mama
sbb nak bodek bayar dpayment kreta dye
mayb dlam rm4k
confirm without refund...

kalo ak each sen kira balik..
tu yg ak lg frust
nak guna kreta pun x blh
ala paling jauh pun LCCT jer

semua ni buat ak ilang minat nak blaja
bukan la nak gedik
tp bila hati tu kecewa
banyak effect secara x langsung
hari skolah pun kena keje

apa nak jd masa akan dtg?
hanya tuhan yg tahu
kerana DIA la yg menentukan segalanya!




2 comments:

Izzlin said...

sorry to hear...
mmg sedey la kn..bile mom buat mcm2...anak sndri kn..bkn ank org lain..tp pepun, ak mintak ko bersabar 9selagi boleh). ko bljar rjin2..ko dpt kje bgus.ko g cari happiness ko jauh..(tp jgn jauh dr ak....sedey ak nnt) *sob sob*

good luck dear...luv u so much *xoxo*

MURNI AIMI MARLINA KAHARUDDIN said...

sedih plak aku bace story ko tue.....