@#iM LosT#$

recently ak rasa sgt malas nak g claz

mayb pasal nak dekat final

yuran kolej pun br sikit jer ak bayar

sometimes i feel its does't make sense going to college..

im happy with my life

with no more chaos among family n friend..

for a moment la kan

future x tau

tp my point is...

my college life

is not like other person

maybe i feel tired becoz commute everyday

mcm la org lain x buat mcm ak

cuma ak rasa muak sgt

plus ak kena ikut time org

even ak ada jadual waktu sendiri

n plus

i am so frustrated with my mom recently

for me as a youngest and the only daughter rasa x unfair

atas layanan yg ak dapat

for the 1st time

ak kena beli baju raya sendiri plus x dpt duit raya from parent

ak sendiri bg duit raya kat diri sendiri

bukan la nak ungkit

but the reason???

"ko kan dapat banyak loan mara"

banyak la sgt

semua bagi kat mama sbb bayar HUTANG!

and plus more tolong mama byr dpayment kreta

x la banyak sgt

tp ak ilang hak kat kreta tu

semua sbb mama bg benefit kat AJIB!

wtf la

tu mangkuk jahanam!

skrg ni baik la ngan mama

sbb nak bodek bayar dpayment kreta dye

mayb dlam rm4k

confirm without refund...

kalo ak each sen kira balik..

tu yg ak lg frust

nak guna kreta pun x blh

ala paling jauh pun LCCT jer

semua ni buat ak ilang minat nak blaja

bukan la nak gedik

tp bila hati tu kecewa

banyak effect secara x langsung

hari skolah pun kena keje

apa nak jd masa akan dtg?

hanya tuhan yg tahu

kerana DIA la yg menentukan segalanya!